I have not had a good year.
Suddenly the things of my life began to change.
My parents leave the house in January, they went to live in the south and from that everythings else changes.
I have to work to support me alone and also study psychology. Having time for doing both things well it's complicated, I have no head for both.
Since January I could not organize my self: order my jobs, my thinkings, my feelings... my prioritys.
The studies I have done quite badly, I find it hard to concentrate when studying at home.
At work I do well, I have a good job, but exhausts much.
I miss my parents, I feel bad, lonely, desperate many times, the truth is that I want to then end of this year, these two remaining months will pass quickly, I want and need a vacation, go elsewhere, clear my head all this stress that moves me... Would like to get away ... Is life so? So complicated?
I am a very practical person, and that does not help me because I caught feelings.
Suddenly I feel hope and try to do things well, best.
I want out of this sadness and me happy, understand things better life.
I know this is just a blog but in this condition is my life now, in this year it has been already finished...
I have been brutally honest, I hope not sadden...
I have nothing more to say about it.
Goodbye.
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